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I'm so sorry sisters. The useless me had brought you all troubles always. Caused you all to had many enemies. I now say sorry on behalf of my cousin if she'd gave you all any attitude or what. I'm really sorry. Dont ask me why even though I know the reason. But I kow you all also not stupid. Sorry. Really.. Dui bu qi.!! :(

Yea, that's something I sent to both of you today "MORNING". Hahas.. Hmm.. Really sorry. Sometimes I really dont know. I just hate myself. She's the 1st cousin that I'd shared almost everything with. But, I didnt know that this will happen. Sorry. I feel like really so duibuqi you all luhs.. Hais.. Sorry once again.. I'm in a difficult position. And sometimes it makes me wonder. Family. Trustable.? And that made me feel so irritated and fedup. But, what can I do.? In yesterday's situation. I cant scold her back right.? [even though I feel like it]. I cant. She's my cousin. I dont wanna hurt her by my idiotic mouth or what so ever. I dont wanna hurt anyone around me anymore. I really dont want. So, if really you all feel hurt by my family members derh hua, I hereby say sorry. Really. From the bottom of my heart. Dui bu qi.!